Having recently moved to Seattle from Southern California, I have been warned about “the great dark.” The great dark, a period between mid-fall (October) and spring (March), is a time when nights are longer, cloud cover is frequent, and seasonal affect disorder peaks.
Friends have offered advice and happy lights, knowing that my family and I may have some adjustment in this transition. They have reminded me to take advantage of the light when we have it, to enjoy the beautiful crisp, clean air and vibrant colors of the fall leaves changing, and to be prepared for the darkness and cold as best I can, reaching out when I’m not sure how to navigate new (to me) situations.
I’ve been thinking a lot about “the great dark” in this season, and how, often, in these times, it feels like a period of much darkness. Amidst ongoing global genocide and warfare, daily exposure to dehumanization, and movements towards more authoritarianism which feel so much like darkness closing in on so many of us, that it can be hard to hold on to hope, to one another’s humanity, and to a belief that light will come again. Feelings of despair can prompt inaction and deep isolation, causing us to be reactive within paradigms of scarcity where we must protect what is ours, instead of operating from generosity where we can make room for shared abundance.
Recently, I had the opportunity to attend a screening of a documentary called Journey Abroad: An Undocu Story made by Erick Arredondo, a Cultural Leadership Fellow who participated in a travel abroad experience as part of the Scholar Fund Cultural Leadership Fellowship. It was a beautiful film which centered the joy, resilience, beauty, and dreams fulfilled for the cultural leadership fellows who took part in a cultural exchange trip to Japan. While acknowledging the real challenges of leaving the country with DACA status, the overwhelming tone of the film was inspiring and filled with joy, connection, and community. The premiere event was also filled with joy, community, and a spirit of incredible generosity and welcome.
Yesterday, I attended the Northwest Teaching for Social Justice conference where climate justice activist and brilliant Marshallese poet, Kathy Jetñil-Kijiner delivered the opening keynote. Through community work with youth, she reminded us that we did not have a right to give up hope, when the people of the Pacific Islands, including youth whose generation will already be irreparably impacted by climate change are continuing to fight to save their islands, their ways of life, and their cultures, amidst devastation that they did not cause. They continue to create beauty, embrace moments of joy, and fight for a better future despite the odds. It was a fitting keynote for a space created in, by, and for community, a beautiful space centered around justice and made for and by educators committed to providing a professional homespace for colleagues working towards justice.
These events reminded me that there is work to be done in the midst of the great dark. We have work to do to come alongside Pasifika youth in their advocacy, alongside undocumented community members to gain freedom from fear of deportation, work to do in our own communities to move towards collective liberation, solidarity, and generous humanizing practices. Whether it is freedom from climate change, from targeted state (and state-sanctioned) violence, or from economic exploitation, these events have reminded me of Fannie Lou Hamer’s words that, “Nobody’s free until everybody’s free.”
The great dark reminds me to cherish the light, to center incredible moments of joy, to pause in the must do to give myself permission to embrace rest, that embracing my humanity brings me closer to the humanity of others, and restores me to continue the work to which I am deeply committed.
Onward towards the light, in community, centering beautiful moments of joy.